The day of full moon in the month of Shraavan

There is this wall of illusions, decorated with fragrances, a masquerade of happiness that is giving a fence to that wall. Easy go livings, chefs in a big casinos, bar tender serving smiles more high than wines. Everyone is happy in this wall, making their own reality inside it. I want to break that wall, I have to actually. Because there is  more beautiful world outside this wall. I am seeing it from a distant height. 

It's been ages I have met someone in similar situation like me. It's a privilege to find that one person around us when everything around is going wrong. I want to take this one person outside this wall with me. Because somehow I know she also don't belong here. I am tired of this masquerade around me for so long now. It's time to invoke that lost part of me. A person whom I have left behind a long ago.
Missing myself so badly since last few years. You just have introduced me to myself again.

Thanks for being the Tara of my life again. Now I am seeing this Ved side of me again. Thank you lord again for sending someone who has introduced me to myself. There were days when I thought of writing a blog again. But didn't get any motivation since there was no one to read all this. The one who used to appreciate this nonsense is living in a different universe now and the one who have started taking me seriously is living in this universe now. A universe which I have created a long ago. It's time to clean these spider webs of this universe so that I can make her sit comfortably in my universe and its time to clean that previous universe of me so that I can fill it with new moon and stars.

The moon which I have brought into my universe has been embedded with lots of stars. Last night was full moon light of my life. Also known as Shravani - The day of the full moon in the month of Shraavan. Years ago on one night my uncle asked me about five songs written on moon. If yesterday was that night toh I would have named him ten. One day I have to change my current reality, I think now it's the time. Thanks to the universe for bringing this soul to my universe.

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