A letter to my Standless Clan.

Dear member of Standless Clan,

Made up of stars, dust, light, little bit of you and little bit of me. If I try my best to describe you in words then I might fail. But like you said words are all we have. Henceforth, I will try my best to describe you in words. But I have no idea where to begin. From that evening you tried Blinding lights in your car or from that evening I tried Julia by Jeremy Jucker in my ears? Let's keep aside both the evenings and start what I have now. Right now I have words and a blog to write them down, credit of which goes to the member of standless clan. What if I say, you are the most amazing human I have ever met in my life? Will you believe it? You consider yourself diamond and diamond is the most glittering substance present in this universe. Even stars glitter but during rainy nights and in pollution we can't see them clearly. But diamond is also the most hardest material on earth and which makes it sometime impossible to get into your head. The way you pacify the tides of emotions in me is incredible. Sometimes I don't want my long lasting conversations with you to end. To sit with you and talk to you for hours is like having all the wealth of universe. But the wealth is temporary too, the moments I have spent with you are going to live with me forever. I wish I could define my eternal relationship with you. It's so pure and spiritual in itself. The peace I find with you is so eternal. You understand me the way I understand myself and that's what urges me to understand you sometimes. But the more I think I know less I seems to know. I hate this universe sometimes, because when I am with you time moves so fast. With you I feel alive. I listen your words like I listen birds in spring. Before you I was alive and with you I have a life. The only thing worries me is the time we have with each other. Because that's the only unpredictable thing between you and me. I have written a poem for you not sure if it's a worth read.

I imagined this poem while lying in a park and clicking this. This was the moment where everything became standless clan for me.

Summer evening with a sunset vibe

That's when I met her in a dinky sunshine

The way she said things made me smile

Cross checked my soul not so fragile.

Loads of thoughts and longing plight

Two similar universe were now about to unite.

Her thoughts pacified me like they were mine

Not sure if I knew but I was was fine.

It's now like I am in my present self regime

Hello there, here everything is mine.

Vyaan e thoughts is all yours enjoy it like a wine

Hello, hi, hey you tell me if you doing fine?

Find yourself in you is a word of advice

Keep it to yourself and do revise.

Thanks to my Standless Clan for giving me insight

Now I am less worried with not much wrong or right.

Future updates are under construction

Unpublished words and unpredictable time on  the same junction... 

Now let me tell your some of my favourite tunes you shared with me.

"Dil ki Khair" by Ali Sethi. Dancing with you on this song is like a dream come true moment for me. Don't know why but everytime I listen this song, it reminds me of your love and passion for food and the way you mentioned your desire to cook and dance. I am not sure if I ever will be a part of your this desire but I would love to. When things got worse between us this was the only song I had to rejuvenate myself. 

"Julia" by Jeremy Jucker. This song teaches so many different things at the same time. The more I think I grow the less I seems to know, now I am dancing in the moonlight above the city lights. 

 I feel so much things while listening to this one but the song itself says "Isn't it nice to just feel nothing at all?"

"Tu Hoti toh" by Bharat Chauhan. My personal favourite lines from this song are "Tu hoti toh kya-kya hota Tujhe main ishq se jyada ishq karta Tum woh zehar hoti jise Peeke main kabhi na marta" 

There are some more like "Ghar" song by Bharat Chauhan. Your choice of music is amazing just like you. Your recent shares are my top listens these days. "Kaise ho tum" by Agnee and The Curse by Agnes Obel. I remember the day when you said to me that I have a beautiful soul, which I doubt. I think the reason you find my soul beautiful because you yourself are a beautiful soul. You are amazing. Just like I said in the beginning I don't have words to describe you, but like you said words are all we have. I tried my best to describe you in words. But I am still knowing you. You are just like that song "The more I think I grow less I seems to know". Sometimes I listen Interstellar theme song by Hans Zimmer and feel things evolving and fading away near me. That makes me feel scary sometimes. But right now this universe is the most amazing thing I have. Blessed to have you in my life.

Regards.